Sleepy made tradegy

My eyes lip is very heavy and painful even just in the afternoon...Maybe is because of cried too much...I went for a sleep cause my eyes too uncomfortable already..After i awake,I realise my dad is scolding down there..i faster went down and see what happen...Just i reach down stair,the floor is very messy because of my stupid dog...My dad just keep on scolding at me..and I got no change to said anything...Haiz......Maybe i am too lazy as he said d...I know it is very hard,but i still have to pass through this difficult time...Maybe nobody will understand what am i thinking,i have to try my best as well......What a bad day of mine???