Perspective?

i just apologize and want lets you know that i not dont want answer your call.. I just busy having fun with my friends.. You seen so unhappy with your reply in messeage..Did i did anything wrong? Or you think i should answer your call?
Chilling with friends is a big matter? What if last time you just bother and hang out with your friends?
If we blame others,should we consider what we did and others feeling???
Girl should just focus on guy and put guys at number 1? Meanwhile, guy can choose to hang out with friend without bother girls?
Sorry that i cant be girl like that who put Boyfriend as number 1..
Perspective not same???
Wonder...

Rumour of no water supply?

Get a news that hostel will be no water supply for 2 or 3 days or even a week. First thing cross my mind was back home..HAha..This news make me desperate for go home.. Knowing that my mum and sis will back from singapore today..Hope they arrive safe...Back home or not? Depends on situation...

FOCUS first!!!! haha

Chatting with you..

After a night of chatting with you..I know you more, and i was enjoyed our night.. haha.
When know about your background, it made me even more believe that everyone had his own story.And those story contribute to their attitude... I was thought to encourage you or give you some support at first. But at that moment i found that i m not qualified to encourage you,as you stronger and better than i am..I just a normal girl that had to learn many things more... I feel impressive with your determinance.
Please remember that you are not qualified to be a "he shang", you will find a good girl in your life.. Please jia you and be confident..I believe in your capability...
GAmbatteh ya... I will jia you too....haha

Time show...

I realise i called him at the first moment when accident happened. It made me think alots. hesitate about am i still love you the most or i called you just because you more experienced in settle it? However, i din felt any big concern from anyone at the end except my friends who played basketball with me. Thats what i mind..?
This accident change my mood, my mind.. I chose to just talked to someone and not share with someone. What really i wan to do? i not really know.
Time will show the truth , but please forgive what wrong decision or things that i made..
PLEASE....

Accident

Sunday night, my sis and dad as usual fetch me back my uni.. I was thinking a lots of things on the journey back home. Suddenly, my sis made an emergency break. Our car almost knocked the car in front of us..We glad that we can stopped at the moment and sin knock the car in front. Unfortunately, things doenst go well as we think. The car behind bang our car. My sis and me totally lost direction and dont know what 2 do..We were pretty nervous. Luckily my dad was there. He went down from the car, and go to talked to the others. I just sat inside the car and even not dare to go down.. Useless right? I felt myself so useless and cant handle situation by myself..
We found that this accident included 3 cars. The car behind us knocked us because those behind it knocked it butt first.. After jot down all the car number plate, we went to police station to report..The police's behaviour just like other government department officer.. You all should know what i mean. We met two guys there. They looked fierce, got tatoo, even got scar that scary in their face. They worked there to help people settle accident case. Therefore,other can send their car to their bangkel to repair. After settle all things, i back to my hostel..
I felt very bad cause i think that all because of me, if i dint back home then everything wont be like this. I am so sorry to my sis. When i reached hostel, my sis asked me m i ok? Cause i sit behind,so maybe the knocking will hurt me..I was so touched with her simple question.
I knew i have nice family members. I found who love me the most..But i still cant stop to blame myself..I found the guy that love me and i love the most is my dad..
Thanks for those who give me a hand when i need..Thanks for those who accompany me to played basketball when i unhappy..
Thanks!!

Shogun

I was went to shogun for japanese buffet in sunway just because there got 35% discount and i never try to eat that. Everyone tried their best to eat as much as food they can included me. Felt full until wan vomit at the end.. HOwever, i tried many of the food there, but still dun like the raw meats. I think people who love to eat raw meats and can eat a lots more suitable to those buffet..It is a good try and nice journey overall..

Way to back home on 16 oct

Morning, went outside to wait for bus towards ktm station. After waited for 15 minutes, the uni bus came and i broad in. Met the 3rd year class rap and his girlfriend, i knew his gf's hometown also same as me-seremban.. However, they went to a date but not home.. This prove my studies in last sem that the best cure for homesickness is find a lifepartner at uni..haha..

I was reading when waited for the train to come when i was in serdang ktm station. Suddenly, a woman came infront of me and looked at me.. This made me shocked. I was keep think about what should i do. She requested me to give her a hand by give her rm5 to have a meal. I stuck and finally i refuse to give because she was still young and not handicap.. She went to next person after my refuse. All the people seen refuse her too. Maybe everyone thought she was cheating. I think i will give her some money if i got small amount money,but i just have rm10 in my purse.

Lost of brave

I used to love with my 100% heart.
I used to falls in love without care of there are raining or sunny day..
It was so strong and deep love..

Now, i found that the brave for me to love 100% is lost..
Because i growing up and become rasional?
Or because the pass had change me?

No matter what, i am who i am..
Maybe love that slow and warm is better than that provocative and vigorous one...

Nothing is in a nature of things

We used to think that everything is in a nature of things, who should treat me good, everything is in my plan and going well..Thankful gone by this way of thinking... We keep busy and put all others later and said it is on my plan to do it later...This close our eyes from precious one..
We never think how if things out of our plan???



..............TREASURE........BEFORE TOO LATE.......

" GIVE without hope for TAKE"

If someone ask me what type of guys that every girls can't skip and let him go? My answer will be someone that willing to give and sacrifice for the girl but never hope for any reward from the girl. Just watched drama that the girl also knee down to an ugly guy that can sacrifice for her. He can pay for large amount of money and all his money just to make her happy and smile. This remind me of my own mind and view..For me, i may not like a guy easily. When i found that he can show his heart, care, concern and do many things for without request for my repay, i will touched by him.. In the other hand, if someone said i din give response after he did something for me and even count what he did for me, bought for me, or even bring me to some place.. I wont blame him, cause it is normal to count.Maybe i will count to if i were a guy.. Just i will doubt that is that a true love.. However, it is super duple hard to find someone who is selfless and will just give and hope for nothing.. I know love is give and and take,no matter family love, friend love or couple love..Therefore, i will just hope for the best..
P/S: just want to share...

Loussy Day

Wait for my friend to give me a ride to commuter station after the lab test..The time had reached 6pm, i was still waiting.. I send a message to her..I found that she really forget me and gone back herself.. A sad and helpless feeling came to me..I knew she dont have the responsibility to fetch me,and i din blame her. Just i cant hide my sadness..
Reached commuter station and the train reached around 6.30pm. I had to rush back because my sis was waiting to fetch me back and she got work later..When the train stopped by, it just like what i expected- crowd. I cant find a seat and i had to stand with no holder cause all just stand like sardine inside the tin. I had to swing inside the train myself..The feeling was empty and lonely...
One more station i will reach my station and gt a seat.. An announcement was made when i just sit down..This train got some problem.Passenger who go seremban have to go down and wait for another train coming..I just stand up and walked out to continue my way to back..
Finally get back to batang benar station..I felt relief..My bro and sis came fetched me..Then we went to a restaurant, met my dad and mum there. They looked nice, after talked to them, i felt happy again..LOve you all and sorry for my sis for make her late to her place.......

Guys

Not dare to express and action
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Words without action
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Words + Action

Every guys have to pass through this process.. However, it need time.......................