Ice kacang puppy love..

Today i went to watched a movie which title is "ice kacang puppy love". It is a local movie which is talk about first love.. It was just a simple movie, not really impress, but it just tell the truth..

It showed what is the real first love is.. How it was feel.. how it was happen..How it was end as well.

All described very well in this movie.

Like most of the first love, it din end happily.

It is great for you to know how first love is or how last time malaysian life is. For those who had first love d can cast back and find out the similarity..

Prophet

I remember there was a pastor who came to my church who is seen as prophet. He was sensed everyone and give a few of words that he can know by about the person with the capability that gave by GOD. The one word that still floats in my mind is romantic. What he want me to know is I m too addicted to love and romance. This can bring a lot of harm for me.

This somewhat show the truth. I did experienced what he said. I should not so deep believed and always demand for romantic. God please change me.

I don’t want be suffer again because of love or disloyalty. I want to be determined. Nothing wrong by just stays with my first decision. Never regret..

Best Friend definition

For me, best friend not the one who always together with you, walk with you. Best friend should be someone who understand you enough. Know how to communicate with you..

This is my definition..

I knew I was wrong and make many mistake. However, i already determine for not do the stupid stuff again. You noneed to worry or stay far far away from me or see me then run away..

I will go away instead of you do..

Know a girl's mother die of diabetes bacteria infection which make me shock. I start to worry my dad and mum.. I know i need to be alert d..They older, i should be a better person..

The 潇洒rachel is come back d...

Suppression

When you feel something is incorrect, please suppress your selfishness..

Be faithful and loyalty is so hard? two times d, dun try to make yourself in dilemma and make other in suffer..

Keep pointing the blaming finger to myself..

I cant blame your way to face the problem and things..

You had your own way to suppress urself..

I m sorry....

Final Preparation

My preparation for final at home is bored and no aim at all...I just simply study for the exam.. Lost the passion..Swt..I study at home also felt bad like this. Cant imagine what will happen when i study at hostel in the next 2 weeks.. Aiyoyo..

Final faster pass..

Remind myself final is very important, it is 40%..

Be hardworking ya..

Remind those who read my blog as well..

Jiayou..haha

Amazing toughness

I just cant avoid tv section when i am home.. Accidentally, watched a very touch story...

A premature born child was diagnosed as blindness due to incomplete eye slight formed. From the day after, the mother determined to be tougher just to bring up her child..

She had resigned and focus on teach her child, so when one day she unable to take care of her son, her son still able to be independent.

She taught him how daily work, bring him to a normal school. She learned the braille and teach her son. She has to translate all the words to braille for her son to learn and "read" more. What a noble mother.

In the show, the child showed his thankful to his mum by speech and songs. All the audiences cried of touch, but his mum never drop a tear. It showed that she is so tough.. Whenever the child asked his mum why he is so different from others by cant see any colour and things? The mother will replied that when God close the door , He will open a window for you. Even you are different from them, but you have other talent..

God is Great...

I appreciate who i am and what i am..

Nutritionists jiayou to prevent premature birth and pregnancy complication ya..hehe~~

Compromise (妥协）

Listen to jolin tsai's song which name "compromise", this is a chinese song. I suddenly felt back it just like my situation when i was decided to end my first love.

The lyric mention,

You set the rule that i cant break,

I tried my best not let you fly,

I am tired of it..

Everytime also must depend on ur favor,

everything give you priority,

I just had to compromise and cooperate,

Be your puppet for one year, lost myself..

Story keep repeated,

I m exhausted of it,

I live on my own life

I hope i no need cry because of you anymore...

What a meaningful description...

Now, you change to even delete my little comment in facebook..

Thats suck...

It is your choice..

Well, you have your new one,

I live vy well now...