Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Put u in my prayer

When we r weak, we will think of many barriers to prevent us to go..
However, i really hope u can go..
Even though, u showed me a super "lame" face that i dislike just now when i ask u to go, but i know tats satan work..
I wan said blek 2 that, coz it wont affect me at all..
Keep u in my pray, i put u in the hand of Jesus..
I believe HE will do his work..

Change in love

There is no guarantee that people wont change forever..No matter how much he or she love u in this moment, there is no sure and must to continue forever.
I heard they said that, when a couple marry n Jesus in the upstair of them to form a triangle shape. Then, this marriage only will be better n last longer. I believed in this...

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Again, again and again

Again,again, and again.........Can it stop?
All of us also cant endure anymore..
Whats u did throw us in trouble..
I HATE YOU.. SATAN!!
I WANT YOU TO VANISH IN MY LIFE!

We grow up, why just cant understand us

We are grow up, why just cant understand us? We have our works, our plan and schedule.
We may forget to call and inform you where we go and what we do..
Izzit i dun bck n be secret n dun tell anything all the time is better?
SAD~~~

Sunday, January 9, 2011

COMMITMENT

I truly understand that something is cant wait. For instance, be closer and closer to GOD. My bro is super better than i am now. I knew he hope i can go to the camp. I also dun wish 2 disappointed him..n GOD as well..I really feel my bro mature a lot.proud of him...However, I just feel i m nt ready yet. Or i m a coward who scare there is no one for me if i am goin.

I plan to have a change in this 2011. I plan to go church n be a real christian. I decided to go to church. Nevertheless, i dunno which is the church i should go? I m truly lost. If go to fga, there has a good environment. I like there, but i afraid of commitment. I thought i can go there often by has transport to back upm. After last night, i found that's hard.. Furthermore, if i go to this new church, is it a betray to the old one? One more thing is will i stop it halfway after i commit to either one. Then i lost all my trustfulness.

Many people will not understand my situation. They may think now focus on study first. Others can set later. But this is not a religion, It is a believe. Maybe this is the reason why they mention christian should couple with christian..There must be a different mindset after all..