Saturday, September 18, 2010

Holiday end

Holiday come to the epilogue.. Refresh back what had i did. Spent my first five days in Singapore. No much visit famous tourism places. I understand the main purpose of the trip was not travel but visit grandma. I had no any complain at all. Just because i am love to stay at home.
As usual my diet is just like others even though i am wearing the braces. I think i am the minority group of those with brace and enjoy my meals. However, my nightmare started together with the Hari Raya. I found the end edge of my lower brace drop out. The second day, both edge had the same situation. It is ok if this circumstance didnt affect me. However, it did made me suffer because the end of the wire drop off and it can moved freely inside my mouth and it just stabbed in my cells. It can be describe like has a needle inside your mouth and stabbed you all the time especially when u talk and chew. The worse was the dentistry was closed because of hari raya public holiday. Then i suffered for three days. Luckily, the clever one did suggested put chewing gum to encircle the needle and relieved some of my painful. I didn't complained much as i can endure painful well. Furthermore, i deserved it when i did my decision. After that, dentist did settled the braces for me.
This was not the first time i went back to dentist for fit back my brace. Nevertheless, this was the only time which cause painful. I was informed by avoid hard food even no painful, and chew food slowly. I nodded my head. The story never end in this point as the unexpected side effect had came. I found my cells inside had truly hurt by the wire and it caused ulcerssssss with not smooth and inflamed cells. The infected region is huge.. Now i had to deal with this.. What to do..haiz
From now on, i have to try my best to suppress my appetite especially for the hard food. have to admit that i am different from others and yet never regret o...hehe..Goodbye to my lovely holiday and welcome to my suffer exam period..

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Wonder

Thought i am mature. Sometime it was just fail. I just can angry easily especially towards him.
I knew i am treating him badly. I do not know why, and sometime i just cant control. I also realise i am wrong.. Where is my gender and tender go??
I already very clear that love is more than just holding hand, go dating and sharing.. Sometime it is difficult for two persons to communicate and live together. Many problems will pop out.. I become so so lazy... Just depend others do works for me? More dependent?
Or i m just not ready to be in love?
I know what i mean is already over the puppy love..
Just I have to deal with it..
The problem when you grow up and in love???
Wondering.......