Normal?

When you lost something,you will start to miss it?Am i normal?When you told me that you still cant accept i m not yours already..My heart like aww....dunno how to describe it..I hope to tell you that i miss you too..I was worried you when you told me your tough situation,so that i message you..But you chose dont want reply.Maybe i really should not message you and should leave you alone..
Sometime,i wonder will you chase me again after we break?Oh my god,am i normal?I know i should know have that thought..
After thinking twice,i know what i did is better for both of us..I have to stick to my decision..I hope you can pass through this hardest situation in your life...Hope you be a better man and can handle your emotional well...All the best..