Not your maid..

I m not your maid..
Please dont order me..
You have no the right..
P/s: I m not a prisoner, noneed guard me doing work~~~
I can choose when i wan to do.

Not your maid..

Communication with friends

It is hard to discuss when someone not really accept your opinion and you not really accept her..

For avoid argument and unhappiness, i just keep quiet..

By keep follow her is damn suffer as well...

I lost my communication skill....

Oh my God..

Help me please...

True friends are hard to search as well....

Is it my problem???

Just like when i went attended physical lab on monday, nobody inform me the correct place. I went to the usual place and wait like fool...

Well, is it i have no close friend or my social network not good at all..

This make me down for awhile..

Well, i cheer up as i know i should not unhappy just because of small matter anymore..

laugh off~~~~~

Back

Back from nutristudy..

I did learn a lots from this studied..Even sat in the van more than 9 hrs..

However, I felt i still not perfect enough.. I still not very active in talking, not really automatic do what i should.. I jz cant realise i should do somethg more than my own duty.. What in my mind, i just follow the instruction and not creative to help more..

Thats my weakness.. Just like i dun remember go others friend house should bring some present..

In simple word, i dunno how to 'zuo ren'..This type of characteristic will be very rugi when go to work...

Dunno how to solve at this moment..Try my best...

Nutri study

I have been entered uni for 2 years. For me, i just maintain my simple lifestyle which against my hope 2 be an active person. I wish i can change..

Lastly, i had successfully joined a study. It is a big studies which organise by Dutchlady, Nutrition society of Malaysia..I can be the enumerator of it. My purpose is not to gain money but is experiences. I did happy for joining, cause i thought that you wil fully support me and happy for me. This is the time for me to change and train my social skill, even more deep know about my studied field.

However, sometime thing are out of our thought. I did unhappy when i know the time is crash with the day you wan to come. I try to make it win-win, when i know i go on friday, i was so happy and want let you know.but Your voice, your mood is totally let me down.. You understand me is only my own thought or my own dream..I fail to cheer you up..

I did think of my boyfriend or husband will stop me from my work. I know i dun like that as well.

If it is like that, i rather stay on my own way alone...no matter how hard...

I really cant expect anyone can understand me..Thats the same mistake i made again..

I should start my work, prevent the tears and focus on my work..

Jiayou...

Guy nature

I cant accept someone close with me with intention...

That is quite reality and cruel...

It make everything not sincere..

However, every guy is like that.even some girls as well.

Nature human being i guess....

Never hope for much, i should be glad even just can be friend...

Take care,my friend...

Best for you

I know it is cruel for you.. I felt bad for telling you about this..

To be fair for you, I have to tell you..

I know i hurt you, and you can endure the wound as you are strong..

Do remember n know this is my decision to tell you, so i dun wan be so selfish..

I do feel timing spin me around, and fate chose for me. I cant change..

It is hurt, but it is better for me keep lying to you..

It is hurt, but it is the best for your own good...

Please forgive me..

Love do hurt, I also hate it...

Jiayou...

If i were a piece of white paper

If i can choose again..

I will rather choose no guys love me before, and even i din fall in love before..

It seems bored, but at least you noneed get hurt or hurt people..

I can feel worst if i hurt others, i rather be the one who get hurt...

You noneed choose this or that guy, you noneed to ask yourself who you like or love..

You cant imagine how complicated you will become when you tried to fall in love before.

God, the honour one, maybe your prediction is perfect..but do help me please....

Why the stupid me will head for romance last time..

Cant endure the stupidity and selfishness of mine..

I rather my love life is just a plain white paper...

If time can go back,

I wish i were...

Kick off.. Brush off..

Sad to hear the word die-premature from you. I was thought you are doing fine.. I wonder what is the reason or causes of this die premature. He is a great guy that maybe advance and great in academic, but i think maybe he is just a shy guy..
You are a good girl that i had met. I knew and pass through some of your pass relationship with you.. Even i dunno what and why everytime you broke.. Why such a good girl like you just cant meet good guy.. I think you should get a good guy cause in my mind you are even a better girl than me..
I can see your passion in love, your loyalty and your trust in it.. I was very sad to hear you get hurt in love again. You din told me the details of it, but i m sure you got your reason. I m sorry that i cant console you at my busy time.. I just can pray to God to please him let you feel better..
Even i will felt disappointed about all the guy. I start to feel the guys around me also not good person.
Girls, kick off and brush off the bad guys that surround us..
Hope you hapy always, my dear~~

Theory and Truth

When i was studied about cardiovascular disease's symptoms, causes, impacts and treatment,or even how many people dead because of it. When i was studied about hypertension causes stroke may leads to dead. When i am studied about diabetes...

I was studied a lots of diseases,their impact, their causes, their treatment and control..It is just a theory for me..The things that i need to memorise very well to get good result in my tests.. I had numb and it doesn't sound very strong and serious to me. Perhaps, i am lack of perceived of threat( perceived of suscepbility and seriousness)..

Stroke is never a strong word to me.. Even i remember it,know it will cause this and that.. Guys, when you all see the truth.. That's a really strong a serious word especially when you see it in the medical report of someone that you know. It is a strong word to me when i saw the person i knew for so many years in coma. It is a very sad and serious situation..Wish miracle happen in my auntie..

Due to no prevention and insurance backup, what can do is just waiting the miracle. How many miracles in this world? God may tell me..When you had hypertension, please do take the pills. It is a chronic disease that different from flu and fever. it will leads to stroke and fatal..

Now i realised what we study is veru serious.. I m not sure what i studied and when i graduate can earn a lot od money or not.. At least, i know by what i studied,i can care of myself and those whose around me.. Thats ald a worth study of my life.. Gambatteh.

.Take the challenge and do treat it seriously.

Knowledgeable

To justify a person is knowledgeable or not?It doesn't judge by he studied until what level,either a master or phd..Not judge by how much wealth he own..

A really knowledgeable person can only judge by how he think and how he act and how much book he did read..

What is the difference between a person studied until secondary level and a person who graduate from university..

No much difference..

The difference only exist when u really knowledgeable.

Stop stand on the beginning point anymore and step forward..

take the challenges...

Gotta keep moving....

The process is more important than the result..