Life, mercy and love

Life is so weak..

A earthquake or a tsunami can took many life in just a minute.

Those people will be unexpected of it and even never think that today is the end. Scary and anxious is unstoppable.

We must treasure every moment that we left.

For those who is already in his golden age, do they prepare well?

Everyone will know we will leave this world a day, but scary is still there, the feeling of unwillingness to lost is still there.

I really hope grandma will be alright. Perhaps everything will be alright. I really can't imagine how if someone very close is leaving.

Lord, please release your healing to grandma. Bless mummy and my family.

Truly beg and lies on you, My LORD.

Mercy and love are from YOU..

I am weak~~

I know i am not determine and capable..

I am a coward who scare this n that, worry this n that..

I knw i m lacking so many in me..

I admit of my weakness...

Put u in my prayer

When we r weak, we will think of many barriers to prevent us to go..

However, i really hope u can go..

Even though, u showed me a super "lame" face that i dislike just now when i ask u to go, but i know tats satan work..

I wan said blek 2 that, coz it wont affect me at all..

Keep u in my pray, i put u in the hand of Jesus..

I believe HE will do his work..

Change in love

There is no guarantee that people wont change forever..No matter how much he or she love u in this moment, there is no sure and must to continue forever.

I heard they said that, when a couple marry n Jesus in the upstair of them to form a triangle shape. Then, this marriage only will be better n last longer. I believed in this...

Again, again and again

Again,again, and again.........Can it stop?

All of us also cant endure anymore..

Whats u did throw us in trouble..

I HATE YOU.. SATAN!!

I WANT YOU TO VANISH IN MY LIFE!

We grow up, why just cant understand us

We are grow up, why just cant understand us? We have our works, our plan and schedule.

We may forget to call and inform you where we go and what we do..

Izzit i dun bck n be secret n dun tell anything all the time is better?

SAD~~~

COMMITMENT

I truly understand that something is cant wait. For instance, be closer and closer to GOD. My bro is super better than i am now. I knew he hope i can go to the camp. I also dun wish 2 disappointed him..n GOD as well..I really feel my bro mature a lot.proud of him...However, I just feel i m nt ready yet. Or i m a coward who scare there is no one for me if i am goin.

I plan to have a change in this 2011. I plan to go church n be a real christian. I decided to go to church. Nevertheless, i dunno which is the church i should go? I m truly lost. If go to fga, there has a good environment. I like there, but i afraid of commitment. I thought i can go there often by has transport to back upm. After last night, i found that's hard.. Furthermore, if i go to this new church, is it a betray to the old one? One more thing is will i stop it halfway after i commit to either one. Then i lost all my trustfulness.

Many people will not understand my situation. They may think now focus on study first. Others can set later. But this is not a religion, It is a believe. Maybe this is the reason why they mention christian should couple with christian..There must be a different mindset after all..