Stop it! baka!

You can forget everything, forget every shit.. Dont ever show your stupidity in front of me..

Dun try to hurt me again. The hurt ald leave a deep mark inside my heart. there is a scar that everyone will scared when see it. It affect my life, make me scare to move any forward with full heart...

Stop all this stupid thing...Be mature,baka!!

I will live better ...

thanks you, my friend..

This is my work in my writing class to comment on a poem about friend. The poem's title is A Simple Thank You, My friend.Hope you saw and will like it..if you remember you are the person i meant..haha

This poem shows the gratefulness of the poet to his friend. Friends do play an important role in our life, as they influenced us the most. A good friend will cheer our lives up, bring light to our life and lead us in our journey. I would like to thank one of my friends after being inspired by this poem. She is my secondary classmate, we used to be rivals and finally turned into best friend. When I was in form three, there was an oral speaking test in my class. The test result let me down as I get a low mark. The teacher opened an extra session for those who think they would score better in English class. I would like to have another chance but I am too shy to raise up my hand and ask for it. After the class, my friend knew my mind. She encouraged me to surpass my shyness and accompany me to the teacher’s office. So, I was being tested by the teacher for second time. At last, I ended up with an “A” in my English oral test. If it was not because of her, I probably won’t have another chance. I have to thank her as she brought courage into my life.

Showing off

People will showing off naturally? I show the flower pic not to show off, is just i appreciate the beauty of the art work. You show your sweet pic, what is that called? I would never ask do you miss me lo. You said this time you fall in love, the feeling is totally different. What the heck it related to me? I already told you guy that i m not a good girlfriend. This is rachel lim kay ling how?? Cant is it? Great that you fall in love again..

The different for me is just you know the real meaning of fall in love and how to love people..

You will reply her, chat with her in msn. You will show your love in personal message. Last time even what i wrote and typed in my personal message, you will just close your eyes and see nothing.

Finally you know how to love..

Guys are mature later, i understand...

Good luck...

P/S: bad girlfriend then bad la...:)

Read my senior's blog just now.. It mention that girl just need a guy to sayang them. Thats ald enough and will have the bravery to spend the rest of life. I do spend the hard time with you. Just i lost the sayang...

Fail again-broga hill- no fate-lesson

I determined to go to broga hill for the nice view there. When we reached, there are a lot of problem did happen. We went too early and there is no people. After negotiation and argument, we decided to wait first. Finally there is people who came, we very excited and follow their back quickly. We were lost at first as nobody know the exact road. When we found out the correct way, my sister told us that she totally lost her capability to continue. We were shocked and felt bad indeed. The evil of me try to persuaded her to endure and continue. She persist to stop and went back, as she is breathless. I knew that i were evil enough, i din put myself into her shoe. I just dun wan end with disappointed. However, we did went down with all the disappointed. along the way we went down, many ppl come. They all curious about why do we go back so early. Felt damn shame. Once again, i fail to do one thing again. Such useless..
On the way back home, i did think for a long time. What is the most important thing? Is life or the view? Just like what mention in the last lecturer book, people always go first then matters. Why the stupid of me din understand yet? I fail the broga trip but i did learn a lesson. People always come first, nothing more important than life especially those you love one. Must remember this, evil rachel!!!

Flimsy love

I born in a happy family with parent and siblings. However, love is flimsy in my mind when i was small. I dont really believe someone can love another for so long and loyal. The only one i believe is that between my parent. Time will heal your wound, it also will dilute the love. He can fall in love with others very easy.. If you want to confess, i think action is better than word. You may just hold her hand, or hug her, if she din brush you off, mean you already success. It is better than you to ask as girl may not know how to answer yes. This is a small tips for guys...
Anyhow, I am still who i am.. Happy for you..Wish you have a great valentine day.. Even you and me had never been celebrate it before.. I think valentine day is just a small event that the businessman use to made money, thats why i dint required more on that day. I think myself is very great girl. haha.. Well, now i am not really pay attention to this special day too.. Anyhow,Happy valentine day for everyone..

She and him

Time pass by, more and more confirm she is like him.. By photos and conversation, everyone know that. I should be determined to do what i hope. be happy ya~~~^^

Respect to the true love.

Read an article in newspaper in this morning. Title is " true love, always stay beside you".
This article describes there is a guy who like a girl when they were in their school time. Both of them are from poor family. When they finish their school, they went to big town to work in same company with coincident. After a long time of working together, they also being together.They decided to marry after date for 3 years.
Good thing usually end up soon. When they married nt enough for even 1 month. Problem did happen.. The woman faced health problem with there are blood in her urine. This can be heal by take medicine. However, the dilemma is she was pregnant. She have to stop take medicine if she want her baby, but of course her disease will be worse. They finally chose to have the gift from god.
After her labour, her disease became worst. They need a big amount of money to cure. The wife think want to give up but her husband refuse. They borrow money, eat little, work very hard. The husband even just eat mee and vege even source for the mee also took from restaurant that free. They totally run out of money. She just eat vege for a month, and doctor diagnose she lack of calcium. Thats why he went to bought milk for her but the paid for it is he has to eat mee only for a month.
The baby is with thier mother at hometown cause they have to spend money in town to heal the wife.He knew that the baby is her support and insistent. He purposely put the baby photo in mobile phone to cheer her up. When called back for 2 minutes each time, he chose to talk less and lets his wife talked with their daughter.
When they are interviewed by the reporter, he claimed that he is happy and feel blessedness even in this tough situation.Happy?blessful?unbelieveable feeling in this hard moment. He explained that because he can spend the hard time with the one he loves. This is the true love we should show our respect to.
I think if i in that situation, i will keep moaning, sad and even feel cant endure and persist. Is because i never meet my true love, or i just will take and not give? or i m selfish?not able to sacrifice? I wonder.. I cant be so great as them, so i respect~~

Lousy, bad, emo..

I knew that i am weak in english and my work is not organise, but do u need to critic like this..
I unable to write well in an hour..i knew this is my problem..I will change instead of being look down...
You feel irritating about the one you like is your matter, it does related to me at all.
Don't ever take me as your punching bag. Cause i m not..
You always complain this and that, tell us this and that, but we never refuse to listen or feel you are irritating.. what the heck is this..
I noneed you to correct my essay for me, you feel you are lucky.. I feel ths same way as well..
I hate attitude like that. it does hurt me..i hate i not strong enough, i hate i very care..
Do i need my heart and i to be numbness, only i can survive well..EQ, please do come find me and fill me up.. Wish i can stop my emotional soon. I cant let all this small matter or small people to affect my study..What i can do is to be alone and stay a distance..

P/S: Forgive me for being rude here...